Hating my stretch marks,

not being able to look at myself in the mirror,

not being able to look at myself in the picture,

comparing myself with other girls

wishing i was someone else

Hating my feelings, and unable to control it

unable to speak up about what i belief, and what i feel

Scared

of being left

of being judged

of making mistakes

Cursing myself, 

blaming every single things on myself, 

not being kind

to 

myself

these are things i beg my future self not do

(Inspired by the one and only, @keyballah 's beautiful poem)